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About Me Member Comic Artist Nina MaLisaFemale/United States Recent Activity
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I miss you now and I'll miss you always. Even when I'm mad..I miss you then.
I miss you all the freaking time.

Thought about it all and we talk about eventually, the future..which I can't wait to see.
At first, this was all about desire, physical attraction..at least for me.
You stick in my mind like glue now, but your holding it all together for me.
I wonder what you look like as you read this, if i was there i'd smile as I said this...
I hope you smile as your read this.
But I wonder what you'd say to me when I finished, the very first words that escape your mouth are the ones I'd remember forever.
I could be out right now, flaunting in a dress...acting like the world around me doesn't matter..because honestly, that's what I'm good at.

Pretending that things are ok and just fine.
You always bring me back to reality and stop my performance. I'm not complaining because NOBODY else takes the time to really care about my act in the first place. When I hit rock bottom you swoop in like a night in shining armor and bring me back with you every time.

Nobody ever saved me as much as you do. Period.
I could be flaunting in a dress right now..acting like I don't care, but instead I want to stay inside and hear cheesy love songs just to be reminded of you. I want to remember every detail of our conversations to the very last period so that I can replay them in my head over and over, keep myself sane. The things we say, may seem like nothing major but they keep me going every day because I know that later...we will say those very things again and it means much more each time.

I want to stay huddled up in my blanket tonight and think about your face, the perfection I see and want to see every morning when I wake up and every night before the lights go out. I think about those perfect eyes, piercing into mine and letting me  know that everything will be ok...because your eyes make me feel that way. I think about your lips and the way they will taste against mine, perfect and in harmony?

I bet that's exactly how it will be.

Nothing has ever felt so right and people can say and do all they want to stop us from happening, but truth is...we are happening this very second and nobody has stopped us yet. I don't want them too either, cause this feeling you give me is the one I want forever. It's never bitter but always sweet like tasting your favorite candy for hours upon hours and the taste never fades. It's like watching a thousand lights fill your empty heart, making it the most happiest heart to exist. Nothing could be more perfect then this feeling I get when we talk.

I never thought a guy in a silly red hat would make me feel this in love, this amazing. I almost gave up, plenty of times...but you always kept fighting and for some reason, it ALWAYS works out. Maybe it's because we belong together.?

I never thought I'd fight either, not as much as I do for you...but your worth the risk. Your worth walking thousands of miles for (which I have wanted to do before) just to keep myself in your arms. That's where I want to be, forever...that warm place with my head on your chest..feeling your heart beat. I want to feel it, so that I know you are real...cause this all seems so unreal. Like it really did happen fast, I agree. But I've never wanted to move so fast in my life. I want us to race down the track together, just so maybe...we will have time to race down it again. I wonder what you look like right now, I'm seriously dying of curiosity..because right now I hope your smiling like I'm smiling.
I could be flaunting in a dress, a short one to catch the attention of a random guy, but then that guy just wouldn't be you...so why bother?
I could act like the world doesn't matter..but you are my world..so I'd have no chance.

So when I see you (my world), I'll flaunt around in a dress...just to catch your eyes over and over.
I miss you now, but hey...I'll miss you forever.
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-Name is...Nina MaLisa(scene4suicide)
-I'm 17. :)
-Taken. <3
(Addictions)
-BOTDF, Parkway Drive and/or The Used. :3
(Likes)
-Emo/scene/punk/skater boys. ;)
-Taking loads of pictures.
-Art and Cosplay.
-Zombies. <333
-Makeup!!! (Mac & Hip)
-Jack Skellington. <3
-Briona Rivera. (bestie)
-Nerds. OMG. :D
-Fashion.
-Pon & Zi! <3
-Modeling.
-Hello Kitty.
-Fluffy stuff. x]
-Eye Liner!
-Skinny Jeans. <333
-Random stuffs.

(Dislikes)
-Fakes.
-Zombie Killers.
-Haters.
-Inmature brats.
-Waking up early. :/
-Justin Bieber fans. :p


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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Texas. :/
  • Interests: Art, Writing, and Poetry.
  • Favourite movie: JUNO & The Corpse Bride.
  • Favourite band or musician: UnderOath, The Used, and BOTDF.<3 :3
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock , ALT, Emo, Hard Rock, and Screamo.
  • Favourite artist: too many to name >_<
  • Favourite poet or writer: Destiney Johnson.
  • Favourite style of art: Dramatic or Lolita and Emo, Umm...AND Cyber Goth.
  • MP3 player of choice: A Black Philips/4GB ^_^
  • Favourite cartoon character: Ruby Gloom and Stewie and The Power Puff Girls!! x_x
  • Personal Quote: "You can't Prove it won't Happen."
  • Tools of the Trade: pencil, charcol, Ink, paints, and map color.

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:iconrandom-aids-monkey:
Thanks for liking my artwork!! :D Happy buzz >.< xx

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:iconrandom-aids-monkey:
aaand thanks for the watch ^.^

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Kama Von Llama
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thankies for the fave!!!
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,but that's mainstream
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:iconscene4suicide:
ur welcome!

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Keeping my head up, as people would kill to see me fall. </3
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:iconscene4suicide:
no problem (:

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:iconcrazylacey:
happy brithday :hug:

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the deeper you cut
the deeper I hurts
the deeper you cut
it only gets worse.~Between The Trees

Your scars wont heal when you keep cutting
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:iconscene4suicide:
thanks u so much. (so latee) XD

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:iconcrazylacey:
your welcome.Its ok you were busy having to much fun at your birthday.XD

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the deeper you cut
the deeper I hurts
the deeper you cut
it only gets worse.~Between The Trees

Your scars wont heal when you keep cutting
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:iconscene4suicide:
felt like a 6 day party. (:
I was like...WOOOT! x]

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