She was never the strong type, everything seemed to make her depressed and gloomy. Though she knew she wasn't alone, she made herself believe that she was and she was known for being quite insane. Making quick judgments and calling to her hidden heart for answers to her many problems.
The girl never knew that people watched her with fright, fear for not understanding the unknown. The only people that aproached her, were docters or counselors- trying to give her guidence. She'd never had a single guy come to her and tell her she was beautiful, even though she was gorgeous. It made her wonder, would she ever find happiness, love?
She lived in an old broken down house, alone and with only one soul with her- a large black cat. The name being, Luna. She spent days and months with Luna by her side and they came to know eachothers faults and differences. They were hardly apart and this is the only thing that put the girl's mind at ease. Any time the girl was away from this strange cat, she would begin to have pains in her heart. Something unnatural. So she never went away much, being that she was afraid to die from the pain. The cat, the one she named Luna- did the same. The cat stayed by her side for as much as it could.
The girl didn't speak and the cat didn't reply, but the cat did respond. The girl would sit alone and wonder to herself, think and try to empty her mind from time to time. The cat would sit on her lap and stare off into the halls of the old house, never leaving the girl's side. This went on for much time, until the girl decided to try something new, the unwritten.
She got dressed for the occasion and made sure she looked awe inspiring, then she left- forgetting the pain this would cause. She strutted down the sidewalks of the old town and looked at new places she had never seen before, as people looked at a girl they had never seen before. She walked into an old cafe, hearing the soothing sound of jazz music playing from inside. She sat alone, to herself at a darker part of the building. As she sat alone, eyes wondered toward her and then a boy came towards her.
"Hello." He said with a smile.
But for some reason, when she tried to speak, the words wouldn't come out, her heart throbing.
She touched her throat and felt small hairs going down to her chest. But when she looked down, nothing was there except for light skin and her own dark brown hair.
"Would you like to dance?" The boy asked.
She looked around and stood up, walking with the young man to the open area between tables of people. He wrapped his arm around her and they danced to the soft music that played from the fantastic band on the stage.
As they danced, he looked closely at her, making her nervous and he then questioned, "Have you always had cat-like eyes?"
She shook her head back and forth, saying no. He grinned and the dance proceded.
After the dancing of three songs together, she grabbed her coat and went for the door, but he stopped her and asked her if she'd like to get a drink. She nodded and he gladly led her to the bar.
"What can I get for you two?" The bar tender asked.
The young man had the perfect drink for her to try and she was happy that he didn't ask.
"You have really sharp teeth." The man backed away a bit as she opened her mouth to drink.
She touched her teeth and her finger begin to bleed from the point of her tooth.
She grabbed her coat and ran our the door, running back to her home.
When she finally got safe inside, she called out for Luna, screamed and hollered, but the cat never came. So the girl went and searched for Luna, throughout the whole house.
When she finally found her large cat, she cried out in horror.
The cat laid on the ground by her bed, shaved of all it's hair and it's eyes ghastly cut from their sockets. She burried the cat in her back yard, still dressed as lovely as she had ever been and when she went back inside, the door slammed shut behind her. Her instant thought was to ignore it, but instead she looked back- but had seen nothing.
She decided to take a shower, cool herself down and try to remain calm. As the warm water run down her body, she heard a sound. The sound of meowing. The more she ignored this, the louder and closer it got. When she pushed the shower cutain open, she found nothing. Stepping out the shower, she looked into the mirror above her sink and the face of Luna appeared across from her. She moved back with fright and ran from her bathroom and into her bedroom.
As she sat half dressed, she begin to believe it was only a part of her imagination. She went to sleep that night, truely alone and when the morning came, she too was gone. Cat claw scratches across her chest, deeply imbedded into her fragile skin and the shape made a broken heart.
She had forgotten Luna, the black cat that belonged to her and never left her side. The girl was never the strong type and she searched for love, though she had it all along.
She looked to her heart and this left her alone, left her for dead. This is true.
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Edgar Allen Poe inspired!!! <3











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Kama Von Llama
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Kama Von Llama
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,but that's mainstream
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Keeping my head up, as people would kill to see me fall. </3
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Keeping my head up, as people would kill to see me fall. </3
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the deeper you cut
the deeper I hurts
the deeper you cut
it only gets worse.~Between The Trees
Your scars wont heal when you keep cutting
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Keeping my head up, as people would kill to see me fall. </3
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Link to live cousnler online: [link]
the deeper you cut
the deeper I hurts
the deeper you cut
it only gets worse.~Between The Trees
Your scars wont heal when you keep cutting
I was like...WOOOT! x]
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Keeping my head up, as people would kill to see me fall. </3